I thought to myself, wow, I haven't made a journal in over a month. I better make one.

Idk what to do, though. HAVE SOME SONG LYRICS. Guess what the song's called, if you're really that bored. Some are going to be really obvious but too bad. <B

1. Because the world is round, it turns me on. Because the world is roooound....

2. work it HARDER. make it BETTER. do it FASTER. makes us S.T.R.O.N.G.E.R.

3. I got horses and dogs and cats and monkeys and blue people, it’s just, it’s such a collection!

Okay this lyric thing is boring me. I'll just give you a real life update.

Been having some difficult times. My boyfriend and I broke up, not the happiest thing ever, but we're decently cool with each other. Still friends. At least, I hope we are. I dunno. Things are just confusing. If you're a close friend, you'd know the situation.

I've also been realizing I honestly hate all but three guys who I know in real life. One is a good friend, and the other two are just fricking awesome who I'm regular-friends with. All other guys suck. Because honestly, at this age, most the guys I meet are just interested in the "hot" girls. Which, honestly, one of my friends is one of this girls who people consider one of the prettiest girls in the school. I usually dispise people like that because they're seriously brats and full of themselves, but my friend isn't. She's completely different from everyone else. Plus, I've known her since 2nd grade, so that's always a plus. I know she's truly a nerd at heart. And I'm serious, she IS a nerd. She just pretends to be cool until she actually knows someone. I love it.

Anyways, I went on a tangent... I won't be a stupid girl and say all guys are stupid. Because that's not true, and it's idiotic and rude to say that, because I haven't met all the guys on this planet. But I can say for surely sure, of all the guys I met, there are only three who actually like me for my personality, and not my looks. Idk if I'm pretty or not. I hope I'm pretty, which is kind of a retarded thing to say because I sound conceited or whatever, but hey, doesn't everyone? I can't say if I am or not. I'm shy, too. My friend, the "pretty" one, has been helping me get over that, though. I'm decent, now, with people. The only people I still have trouble with are people I've just met, and people whose personalities or "hobbies" I don't agree with.

Oh man, though, my birthday's in 8 days. September 3rd, baby, and I'm legal.<3 I've been counting down ever since like, 18 days. Not officially counting down, but just when I'm bored going like, "I WONDER HOW MANY DAYS ARE LEFT *COUNT ON FINGERS*" It's pretty fun. I still am slow on birthday presents, though. Ugh. Why do I procrastinate. I'M SORRY ROZZYYYYYYYYY. ;___; I FEEL BAD. BUT IT WILL GET DONE. I SWEAR IT TO YOU. EVEN IF IT'S MONTHS LATE, YOU WILL GET A BIRTHDAY PRESENT. Speaking of procrastination, lol, college essays. I hate applying to colleges. I know God will get me into whatever college he wants me at and all, but really, if he could just do that minus the essay part, that would make life sooOOOoooOOOoo much easier...

All in all, life is alright. Not that any of you really care, but you know. This was a good time killer, to type all of this.

You know what I hate? How terrible I am at talking. I always mess up what I'm saying. I don't know if I talk too fast and that's why my words get jumbled up sometimes, or if the speech part of my brain is just underdeveloped. I guess it doesn't really matter. I've been getting better, but it gets really irritating sometimes, because I feel like people think I'm an idiot for not being able to talk. Oh well, though. My real friends don't care. Counting them up, I have 4 good friends in real life - three girls and one boy - and three good friends online - two girls and one boy. Man, I have difficulty making guy friends. It's kind of sad, really, but at the same time, it's a whole lot easier to get close to a girl than to get close to a guy, just because that's how my personality goes. Oh well, though.

I THINK I'VE RAMBLED ENOUGH |D; Pretty sure no one will read this. But that's fine. At least I was able to sort out some of my own thoughts by typing this. I ought to do this more often.

SEEEE YOOOOU~~~


p.s. death the kid is the hottest shiz since sliced bread hhoooommmggg<3333